emotional attachment
when i was 16, my mom warned me to not get into a relationship at such a young age.
i didn’t understand why then. i just thought she was old-fashioned.
(almost) 5 years on, i now understand.
it’s the attachment you get with that person.
especially when you’ve shared so much emotionally (and/or physically) with that person.
i feel like i’m at a battle with the past and future right now.
my future is telling me, i need to detach myself, if ever i want to have a solid relationship with my future partner.
my past is telling me .. actually the past isn’t saying anything. the past is just there, and it’s showing all the good that has come out of the attachment.
the world says, forget the past and present. live for today.
but i can’t do that, for my actions today, will have consequences tomorrow.
and the battle continues.
sometimes i know the answer is staring right at my face, but i’m just too stubborn and cowardice to make the right move.
a sign of lack of faith?
