not meant to be
i had a plan. but i wasn’t sure if i should go through with it.
the textbook Christian answer was to pray.
and pray i did.
the textbook Christian reply to prayers are: Yes, No, Wait.
there was no Yes.
there was no No.
so waited, i did.
they say waiting means He’s preparing you for the answer.
i was prepared for the answer. but yet there’s this stubborness in me that still wants to go ahead with my plan.
and it’s tearing me apart.
patience Marianne, patience.
He gave you the whole day with your sister.
and there’s a high chance that you’ll get more than a month with the others.
it’s times like this, i wish i was like the rich girls in MTV’s Rich Girls show. damn.
