rise and fall
i fall, and then get back up, only to fall again, and back up again, and fall even harder.
it’s getting to be such a routine that it’s tiring.
i just wish i could walk away from everything for good. and start afresh.
i feel like a hypocrite.
i miss you, i wonder if i still matter to you.

relax. there’s always the brighter side of things. i’ve got so much to do, yet i’m still quite relaxed (which is itself worrying, i must say). but heck, as long as i’m cool n happy :p
Comment by narrowband — August 24 , 2005 @ 1:24 am