between reality and dreams ..

Fay Lin!

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so, once again, they think i’m capable enough to lead.
i don’t know. i feel like a hypocrite. i think i’m not right enough.
how come they don’t see the shit i’m in?

i was looking forward to it. but once again, not meant to be.
it’s useless for me to plan anything. it always doesn’t work out.
i am disappointed.

i’m quite sure it was mr lee that i saw near maths centre.
i should have gone to talk to him.
damn.

scratches all over my arms and legs.
bruises on my knees.
i still love them all the same.

suddenly, i hear all the terms i learnt in econs.
wished i could remember what a manage float was.
hope it means dianne’s chances of going to melbourne is higher.

tonight, a former love came to visit ..
for slightly over a year, i gave my love plenty of attention ..
but it was not meant to be, for i had to give him up.
as he stood at my porch, i looked at him, and realise that he’s in good hands.
there are somethings that i did for him that have not changed.

it was already past 1am, and we had to say goodbye.
he gave a manly hoot, and i watched his butt move further and further away.
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here’s my attempt of creating melbourne in malaysia for my sister:

1. vietnamese beef noodles
went to the curve. the best vietnamese beef noodles i’ve tried in malaysia (besides the one cooked by my neighbour).
portions were as big as the ones in melbourne. they even had chilli oil, but not like the ones in melbourne.

2. juice
had our usual juices at juiceworks. as good as boost.
filled up our fourth card. which means we’ve bought at least 40 cups of juice since the start of this year. shocking eh?

3. corn chips, salsa sauce and cheese
went to tesco. bought ingredients for homemade nachos. just like how joanne taught me how.

4. watching dvd
gilagathering. an attempt to show my sister what i did last year in melbourne. 2 good friends, movie (sometimes good, sometimes crap) and sometimes falling asleep. hoho

the only thing that makes it less perfect is no supre.
if not, i’d think my sister wouldn’t mind not going to melbourne anymore.
everything she liked from melbourne can finally be found in malaysia.

oh that, and broadband. (1 week more and i can laugh at her slow connection. hah)